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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
http://redstars82.multiply.comToday I scan & upload a lot of Pic.. up to now still not finish yet.. will continue when free again
// 1:00 AM by *影|S|h|a|d|o|w|M|o|o|n|月*
Valentines Day
Monday, February 14, 2005
Today is Valentines Day... so happy although we did not go anywhere but just around the neighbourhood walk walk... received a T-shirt & Boxers -_-... shy leh... from *Dear*... lame tio...LOLz... I give her a hugable soft cute toy, a bag & a rose... really very happy... it look nice on her with the bag... I got taste hor... wahahaha... no matter how broke I am... I will try my very best to make u happy... I save alot just for tis day...Lastly... Happy Valentines Day to everyone I know...
// 8:49 PM by *影|S|h|a|d|o|w|M|o|o|n|月*
Worried
Thursday, February 10, 2005
Back from Hospital a week ago... now can only use left hand to do things.. not even writing & eating cos no strength at all to support a pen or a chopstick... side effect is only dizzy and headache and now using medicine to control... Ppl can see me quite alright from the outside but not the inside of me... but still have to thank those ppl who msg or call me when I am in hospital
** Shijia, Serene, Minhui, Nigel, Weiping, Yushuang, Wanmay**
Got one time go out dinner with friends and I order Hor Fun... I forgot cannot use chopstick... so I use Spoon with my left hand only... haha... Fork also hard for me to poke food with right hand...
Now trying to clear some debt... I cannot stand long... I can't take it anymore... $300+ salary a month for me to survive... need to clear these and that... now worst.. need to clear a thing that I bought for $1575 before my father was jobless which is a magnetic mattress which help to inprove body condition...actually I dun intend to buy but helping someone in return... every month now have to pay $100 for that... I count & found tat every month I will left with about $20 after clearing everything... then wat about my Food during work, HP bills & Transport... Someone.. Pls help me... I am crying while typing tis blog... the only blog in blogspot that I roll down my tears... many friends are looking at tis blog but I have no choice... I dun wan to give my parent more worries but only typing everything out before I go mad... hope tat someone will buy it from me as it is still brand new & I have not even use it yet...
Lastly.. no mood for tis Chinese New Year.. I look like Ku Gua tis few days... Valentine day coming... still thinking how to celebrate with her... will she be angry with me... cos I promise her to give her a surprise... Now can't even buy a proper present for her & somemore it is our 1 year anniversary... Haiz... hope she will understand... Sorry *Dear*... hope u will understand... I think I am a useless fool tat can't give u happiness but disappointment & sadness...
*Falling Soon*
// 11:28 PM by *影|S|h|a|d|o|w|M|o|o|n|月*