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Sad & Disappointed

Friday, January 28, 2005

Today went Changi General Hospital for medical review... I will be warded on Tuesday (1/2/05) for Anaesthesia surgery on my right wrist & will stay for about 2 - 9 days for observation. Doctor today explain to me certain risk involve in failing and the common side effects which is Nausea, Vomiting, Drowsiness, Sore throat, Headache, Short-term memory loss cos of the use of medications during & after the surgery. My hand will not be flexible like before.. tis mean tat I have to give up totally in my favourite sport Taekwondo...

I still remember how I got tis injury cos of IVP Tawkwondo Tournament 2004... My Opponent is from NTU... and NTU & NUS are well known for their skills and always overall champion for years... It is the last round and if I win the Opponent from NTU... I will get a bronze medal but in the end I was kick continuously on my right wrist when I was blocking and some more the Opponent kick on my back bone 2 times... although he was foul but in the end ... due to injury after being kick.. my defending turn weak and I lose 2 points 4 : 6... I was very sad for it...

After tat my hand was not even recover and I enlisted in NS... It got even worst during training and I really can't bear the pain anymore... I reported to the Camp MO... he refered me to CGH for treatment & it still did not show any inprovement... the doctor gave me months to consider for tis surgery and in the end I agreed today... I am not scared of tis surgery but only the side-effects.. Will it affect me in future.. like my performent in SAF... cos of tis... I'm no longer a Commando anymore... I was posted out...Bye bye to my Red Beret... and in future... I still want to sign on with the SPF... will I have my dream come true?... I believe no... wat a failure I am... I have already said bye bye to my NPCC, now my Red Beret & Taekwondo... in future the SPF

So many bad things happen to me in 2004 & starting of 2005...........
Rite now.. hope tat 1 day I will return to serve my own NPCC Unit & find a suitable job... tis is the least thing I wish for :(

*I Never Had A Dream Come True*

// 11:25 PM by *影|S|h|a|d|o|w|M|o|o|n|月*

Sad

Thursday, January 20, 2005

Just come back from camp and step into the house... saw my father... feel strange about it... why is he back so early... isn't he should be working now... so I asked him.. and u know wat he said... I no job since monday... and my reaction is "WAT"... I look at him and asked him y didn't give me a call when I am in camp working for past few days... Both my parents reply dun wan to let me worried and so they did not give me a call... I was really shock... now mother had to work full time as a cleaner to maintain tis family... I really dun know wat to do now seriously... still got 1 brother study in poly... and my monthly salary for me is not even enough for me cos I have not sign on yet... but I really dun like the life in SAF... and somemore I am still learning driving & Taekwondo.. and all tis need money... I almost wan to complete all soon... think I should stop for some months... really no choice...

I hope tis will not affect the relationship of my family... I know my parent temper best... wish tat my father find a new job soon and mother health will improve...

// 3:37 PM by *影|S|h|a|d|o|w|M|o|o|n|月*

1st Entry for 2005

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Tis is my first blog for 2005... nothing much to update... Yesterday afternoon go watch Kung Fu Hustle with Minnie... after tat meet my friends go countdown... then jiu go Changi Airport Coffee Bean there sit and chat till 4am++... go there see Aeroplane fly off too... so exciting hor(Lame)... haha...

Hope 2005 will be a fruitful year for me...
Hope I can get my Driving Licence soon
Buy a Car if possible... LOLz...

Tats all... bye

// 8:52 PM by *影|S|h|a|d|o|w|M|o|o|n|月*

PROFILE

Name: Wang Jiahua, Dave
Age: 25
Gender: Male
D.O.B.: 17th Oct 1982
History:
Ex-HIPS, Ex-HIHS
Ex-ITE East (MacPherson)
NPCC 59th Batch CIBTC
D2K Dec 2000 Squad 6
Currently:
Working In Grand Hyatt Hotel
Occupation:
Angel By Dawn, Saint by Night, Prince By Day
Company:
Angel Saint Prince Pte Ltd
Email/MSN/Friendster: redstars82@hotmail.com
Hobbies: Taekwondo; Wushu; Lion Dance; Kayaking; Camping; Cycling; Iceskating; Rollerblading
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